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my last post left off. just left off the most important chunk of information. the part that is less obvious than "shit's screwed up". the answer to the not often enough asked question: how do we proceed.
very simply. and this "we" can really irritate me kinda like "let's". so i'll just start with myself. i dont even know if im talking to anyone anyways. ha.

i move in the direction of my dreams. distance.. it matters not. there is no ultimate goal, just a way of walking. and i'll continue walking forever, so everything i do as i walk reacts with my enviornment to create my experience. i watch and note what occurs, and then i can adjust my behavior with the given enviornment to move in the direction of my dream. the proven theory of my experience.

the action.. belief. if i believe enough, it has happened. so i have to be careful and aware of what i believe in. if i believe im a clutzy dumbass, my feet and my brains follow. if i beleive that i can be a greater musician than i thought ive been, increase my attention and my musical communication skills and learn a foriegn rythmic and melodic set... and i follow the path of that belief and am dilligent about maintaining that path and my gait, i will. as soon as i loose faith, and dont redirect myself back to that path of beleif, my focus degrades, and it becomes increasingly harder for me to do these things. and it becomes harder for me to maintain my belief, and it becomes easier to fear myself and incompetancies and easy to fear other people and their belief.
belief works in both directions. i can beleive that it's possible to maintain and improve my body and its capabilities. or i can believe that its going to shit, degrading beyond my control. and if i foster either of these beliefs through my actions (all of which i am in complete control of, no matter the circumstance), then i manifest that belief; it comes into being.
this has been my experience. over and over again. and i watch others experience the same mechanics of belief in action.

so if a formula is needed for saving the world, i've found that this one works in my life:
dream of what you'd like to occur
believe in the entire possibility of that dream
believe in the ability to create that dream
walk towards that dream, in the vein of that dream, more often than you think you can.
if you wander off or fall on your ass, remember your dream and keep believing.
keep walking towards that dream, and keep dreaming. and keep walking.
simple.